i am a street minister (minister to the homeless, loving and "living" God, not simply churching around, looking for a potential mate. i love God, my son, my mother and father, and in that order. i live to serve God, and sometimes that had meant doing without wordly things like SUV's and funny looking, fancy clothes. i'm real and take my walk with Christ very seriously. i'm kind, gentile, affectionate, loyal, sensual... whatever it takes to be the giving husband God expects me to be for my partner. i am funny and when God touches me i well up with emotion and cry like a baby. i've been both on the mountain top and in the wilderness with God, and he is now moving in my life. i love the things in life that bring out my inner child. silly? not really. Christ taught us to have faith like a child. are you bold enough to have faith like a child? when it comes to dating, we always seek a partner based on the things WE want in someone, never stopping to wonder if we might be right for someone ourselves. oh we say to ourselves the same generic "psychology 101" things like "I am special", which we are all special in the sight of the Lord. but do we ever ask ourselves, honestly, if we could make someone else happy? to really want love means to really want to make someone happy. i am looking for the woman whom i fulfill, just as Christ looks to fulfill his church. if i cannot make someone happy then i won't be happy. i believe in balance. i believe two people are right for one another, not because of what they have in common, but because of what they do not have in common. where i am weak i want someone to be strong, and i hope to have the strengths to balance out my special someone's weaknesses.
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